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The Face Behind The Twincest




"Desperate Symphony"




Make a Wish




The Hotblooded dream




Amore e Psique




Bedtime Story




The Hotblooded Dream II




NEWEST:: "TH -G- ''Vidas Pasadas"




In me, forever




by Shusha :iconshusha69: <3

Til this day I can still feel my heart melting down everytime I open this gift ;__; seriously shus, is by far the sweetest present i've ever got <3

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~billitsa483:iconbillitsa483:
wiii! :'D Tarjaaaa<3 [link].fragile. .____. (T__T)
Fri Nov 20, 2009, 8:43 AM
~Atelje:iconAtelje:
Talking about perfectionism [link]=player_embedded# [3:59] you are mot alone..^.^ And [2:19] awwww..
Fri Nov 13, 2009, 12:18 PM
*Darkanngeltarja:iconDarkanngeltarja:
stefan! awwww <3333333 yessssss ;___; its very very bad! i have like 10 works i keep drawing and drawing!!! and it just wont seem to stop anytime soon D:
Fri Nov 13, 2009, 11:57 AM
~Stefansider:iconStefansider:
Is it so bad to be a perfectionist?! ;-)
Fri Nov 13, 2009, 9:22 AM
*Darkanngeltarja:iconDarkanngeltarja:
OMG... I seriously need to stop working on stuff so much and start updating them more often... ;_; but im SUCH a perfectioniiist ;_;
Fri Nov 13, 2009, 1:07 AM

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-'It's haunting time'-


Im Tarja, 21 years old, college art student on the fashion design area and design in general... I'm one of those girls that wont stress easily over simple things

Im very melancholic, and as you have probably noticed, Im strongly attached to the gothic side of the moon~~

I'm a very friendly bubbly person, Im most of the time on a very sparkly mood and I almost never reject a challenge or an art request, depending on the moment of course... cause im human and sometimes things just wont work out the way I want them, or time will just slip too fast out of my fingers and I cant do miracles...

Im probably the most perfectionist and details-obsessed person you'll ever meet and I dont know if im proud of that but.. ah... *sigh* nevermind...


I started on the TH fandom around the 2007 or so.. back then it was very different and we weren't that many...

back then, the fandom arts were inspired by LOVE, not by a sick disgusting need of attention...

back then, the art works were flooded with originality and uniqueness, unlike these days on where you're lucky if you dont trip with copy cats every two seconds..

there are lots of things that I dont like anymore... but Im still here cause it was never about what people wanted... it was always about the love for what I do and what inspired ME. not them.

I cant say really if after all i've been through on this, i regret something... but one thing is for sure... the friends i've made, the amazing people I've met and all those beautiful persons who've let me be a part on their lives, makes it ALL worth it.

I've already learned so much and I still have so many things ahead of me to keep improving, its an ongoing travel...

I do what I do cause I love doing it.. I feel inspired, and I just have to express it through some art form..

every single one of my works has a piece of me, and I wish people could respect that.. sadly.. that is a lot to ask for, and like many of my friends', my gallery gets violated every single day by random fangirls and art stealers and gets reposted all over the net under any kind of rude conditions that are everything BUT considered towards the artist =/


I DO NOT agree on ANY terms for my artworks to be used as any kind of digital graphics or any other related stuff...

they came out of ME and are meant to reflect ME wherever they are. not some other person.

i've poured endless amount of personal dreams and fantasies into them and only I can claim them as my own.

no one else.

these things takes a lot of work, effort and dedication, and I'd like to feel free on keep doing what i love without having to be depressing over fandom copyright abuse crap on and on every single day of my life...

I hope you all understand its not much what we ask...

just...

a bit of empathy...
at least a quarter of respect and maybe a light dose of politeness to always place the credit on where its due.... would be fine <3

Todos los santos...

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 31, 2009, 11:13 AM




Its still the afternoon of Halloween day here, tomorrow is "all saints day" [dia de todos los santos]..




yes, I've been ..silent ..for a while...

I've had the crappiest week of the entire YEAR.....

I have a real life too and sometimes something has to explode.

I dont EVEN want to talk about that.
please dont ask. =/
It hasnt ended yet but it is at least getting a bit better.


however, on a side note.. specially my internet has been having lots of troubles which is just still making me plain difficult right now to even load Deviant Art or any other page with out the browser doing odd things to it..

since last sunday I wasnt able to get online AT ALL, not even at the MTT forum, for lots of reasons involving my messed up life this month, bad luck, casualties, and a few other things that has nothing to do with me but affect me somehow.. =/

I'll try to catch up with things as soon as I can but, have me patience please.. if i out of the blue disappear for sometime its always for a reason.




****



There are a couple little "somethings" I was meaning to post TODAY...


"somethings" I've been working on longer than you want to know..



*sigh*

and I let my self go with the flow and It turned out these little "somethings" are now anything but little actually...


just so you have an idea...
I use to keep my files on the well known universal ".PSD" [photoshop] format because it goes fine to open on ALLLLL the corel versions and other programs I work with, with-out having to switch formats all the time.

I dont use photoshop, BUT, i use the photoshop format file.

so.

these are ONLY two of them...

:frail:


i guess you dont need me to tell you the resulting PNG files are going to be HQ MASSIVE...

I HOPE I can actually upload them before this day ends..

right now Is: 16:06 pm

I still have some hours left....


I'll see how that works...




just one advise:




:frail: EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED :frail:



;]



=X



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  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Pachebel Canon in D

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Asuncion - Paraguay
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
  • Interests: LOVE
  • Favourite band or musician: HIM - TH - CB ...etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: im musically promiscous ._.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mario Benedetti
  • Favourite photographer: Karl L.
  • Favourite style of art: surreal ... dark.. emotional.. you get the point.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Shell of choice: mine...
  • Wallpaper of choice: amazing landscapes from far far away ;__;
  • Skin of choice: hers...
  • Favourite game: Life.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2 ^^
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lenore
  • Personal Quote: ~nothing is impossible~
  • Tools of the Trade: madness.

Randomness hits me sometimes...



and yeah... Im sorry but some of Bill's pants get on my nervs...

Comments


:iconcommander-luminaire:
Thank you very much for the watch :D

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oh please *worships and bows down* :blushes: :heart:

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"where do you go when you're lonely..? ..where do you go when you're blue...? where do you go when you're lonely... I'll follow you.... when the stars go blue..."
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:iconkasgoesrawr:
EEeek!
i love you!
You have to put more twincest fic chapters up! :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
your amazing!!:heart: :heart:

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and i would give you the moon.

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